It’s hard to answer the question 

How are you?

Some days I can’t feel anything 

And other days I feel everything 

Conversations pinch

My eardrums 

Piercing migraines 

And all the of eyes

Analysing 

Causing Anxiety

Wanting to hide

Out of sight

I want to double over 

And fold in half 

Fold in half again until I’m gone 

When I open my mouth and say something stupid 

And I just want to disappear

Lock myself in the bathroom and punch myself

Cause I’m stupid 

And most people think so too

Ditsy and vulnerable 

And a victim…

An easy target

So fuck you all