When you take a longer route home

By at least 30 mins 

When you walk in the rain 

Headphones at maximum volume 

Goosebumps and tears and sadness

And that feeling in your throat again 

You can’t quite swallow it 

The lump teasing your emotions 

Pulling on your watery eyes

Whispering

Seducing 

Let it go

Cry 

It’s okay

There’s no one here apart from you

And your music

When you’re in the shower

And you can sob for a good 15 minutes cause no one can hear it

Or when you just cry silently…

Cause silently crying is the worst one 

It’s the most painful

Heart shattering 

And you’re just frozen

Staring at a wall

With wet cheeks

Pouting lips 

And sore eyes…