You will never see me angry…

Just sad

My therapist says it’s because when I was a baby

And I was screaming to be fed

No one came to help

subconsciously I gave up shouting

Avoided conflict and fighting

Stopped asking for help

Pushed aside how I really felt

Solitary confinement is unlawful 

For more than 72 hours

But try feeling abandoned since birth

No one can hurt me anymore because it will never be as bad

As what I’ve experienced before